Heals The Original Dryness

i feel so old. all i want to do is curl up with a book and go to sleep early. but its solstice. and i'm 21, and will be 22 in exactly a month. but i'm really tired, i've been up since 7:20 and i spent all day fixing cable and in the afternoon we had a project of sauldering all these 2fers that weren't sauldered so i did and it was really fun and i was sad when i had nothing left to saulder, so we had to put the connecters back on the ends but some of the 2fer ends wouldn't fit in their casings, and i had one that didn't want to screw shut, and then i was testing one before it got put back on the rack and two of the circuts crossed, so we basically have a pile of 2fers i fucked up. or we fucked up, they need to be fixed and so we will have to continue work on them tomorrow. blarg! so unsatisfying! and it had such promise of being a satisfying day. now i'm just tired and melancholy after a very sweet gilmore girls which i'd seen before but its a good episode and i like it anyway. i feel like i should rent a movie...