Heals The Original Dryness

I CAST A SHOW!!!! and i only had one meltdown, and it was fairly early in the night and it got worked out and i got the dude i wanted. and i feel icky for randomly casting this guy at the end of the night just cause i needed a boy, he didn't have the best audition, but on the way home i remember that i did ask him to flail about at auditions and he did it, so thats a good sign. and i ended up having to cast this boy that i was hoping i wouldn't have to, but i needed the boys. but yeah i feel icky about casting guys just cause their guys, cause thats never going to happen to a girl, but thats the way it was written, and it sucks, and i hate that i'm now propagating that process but i don't have much of a choice... bleh... ah well, it's going to be great, i'm really excited, i have a great cast, i'm takin this all one step at a time, got time and people to help me, i'm excited.