Heals The Original Dryness

stage combat. today. the hair finally breaks free and flies everywhere. embarassment ensues.
this morning, i showered, no product afterwards, had my hair tie around my wrist for a bit, when i was walking out the door didn't. couldn't find it in plain sight, grabbed clippy thing instead. so we get to stage combat and it becomes apparent to me in probably the first few minutes that this clip is not doing its job of holding my hair well. but in my "i should be able to do this!" mentality, i just deal with it. so of course once again we go up to practice, first 30 seconds or so is waiting for me to put up my hair, and then it falls out, and i deal and pull it back and finish the fight. teacher's first comment afterwards is handing me a hair tie, telling me to put it in a braid for the test cause its been a frikken problem every time.
for some reason, this is the comment that gets to me. like there was serious disappointment in me in her voice, or serious annoyance with me and this hair, and that i don't seem to be able to secure it. and for me, its just that acknowledging of the issue i've been trying to deal with and hide but i know i've been unsuccessful with, and i know its completely unprofessional of me to be fussing with my hair when i should be focusing on the fight. i dunno, i just feel really bad about it, and like i did something really wrong when really its just hair... and its good that she's the one making the comment rather than the fight master person who could fail me for it or something...
bleh