Heals The Original Dryness

one of my favorite lines from merrily gets cut in the newer version. for posterity, i put them here.

life is swinging
skies are blue and bells are ringing
everday i wake up singing,
"look at me i'm rich!
and happy!"

i'm so bruised right now. i spent most of yesterday in stage combat attempting to do this roll/prat fall. now the goal of these is to roll/place your fleshy parts on the floor. i have very few fleshy parts. esp with my back and shoulders. and my knees and elbows. which seem to be the parts that most often got harsh contact with the floor. and now i have bruises on all of them. they would be pretty if they didn't hurt. i've figured out with one partner that he can actually throw me and i just need to angle my body forward and make sure i land my feet first. the other boy i'm not sure how capable he would be of doing that. plus i want to figure out this fucking fall. i'm very frustrated with myself for not being able to consistantly do it.

and i still itch. the back of my calf has a rash that is not going away. alright. food and therapy.