Heals The Original Dryness

so i auditioned tonight. no, start from the begining, i rehearsed my scene with colin, then hung out at theatre arts for a bit doing my monologue in the green room while sitting with matt, but i didn't have the script with me to i decided to go home later to get it. came back, fell asleep on angelo during guest lecture, took quiz, went to theatre arts, left my cd in the computer lab, sat and flirted with timothy for a bit, and of course sang a bit of my song for him and jason which of course i did really well so when i auditioned later it just paled in comparison, which sucks, i hate it when that happens. i then went to a holistic healing thing with jp. it felt really good and i wished i had done it before auditions cause it really helped me center and i really wasn't in my body at all at the audition. i carried my core for about two steps and then lost it right after i said hi to danny. i also felt after the holistic thing so centered and everything that i could probably go say hi to ari. but we didn't cause we were hungry so we went to late night. and at late night we ran into samuel and sat around and talked and bitched and played and laughed and it was great. we then went and watched daily show. and i managed to be in my ex's apartment without freaking out. it was good, i had a nice little support group around me, that helped a lot. then i played with sam-a-lot for a bit and got back at him a bit for being a devil and it was fun.