Heals The Original Dryness

my new obsessive compulsive disorder THING that i'm taking out all my stress and frustration on: this THING on my lip. its basically a blocked spit gland so i get this little bulb on the inside of my lip. when it's that, i can handle it. i just puncture it with a pin, drain it out, and alls well until i need to repeat the process. and i figured i'd just keep doing that until i can see my dermatologist or my dentist and say "can i get this removed?" and they'll say "oh sure" and i'll say, "cool, can i have a mirror so i can watch?"
but these last few days, as if it knew that i had a dermatology appointment scheduled it has decided to morph into something different, a disguise if you will, so i can no longer pinpoint it down or control it. so that its so annoying that i can do nothing but chew on it and make it worse, or sit with a hydrogen peroxide cotton swab on it, or a bit of neosporin on it while i make an effort to not close my lips if i try to talk.
it's really very annoying.