Heals The Original Dryness

dave gets home today!!!

in other news i'm pissed. i was supposed to have a date this afternoon and once again got stood up/flaked out on. luckily this was not one of those days where i sat by the phone the entire time depressed and wondering what the hell is wrong with me why is he avoiding me sort of thing. no today there was soccor, and failing my duties as navigator, and watching a really depressing movie (they shoot horses, don't they) about the depression, and much later went and saw a badly written remake (flight of the pheonix) but giovanni ribisi is a sexy sexy actor and the combination of him being the odd character and him doing it so frikkin well... it made an otherwise crappy movie slightly worth it :)
but now i am home, and once again pissed off that tomas once again had a DAY where he didn't pick up his phone, and i know, its just a day, i need to relax, he's not disappeared, its really nothing personal, he's just all over the place and is not surgically connected to his cell... but damn it when we have a date and i say i'll call, damn it carry around you're phone and pick up the fucking thing to say you're busy and you'll put it off another day, or pick it up and say darling, i love you dearly but you're a pain in my ass right now and i have no time for you and i don't think we should try to date this winter break and blah blah blah bl-blah BLAH! but frikkin give me SOMETHING so i don't have to be making shit up and replaying every possible senario in my head a million times and driving myself crazy! "hun, you need to relax" YOU need to CALL ME! RAWR!
*thunk*