Heals The Original Dryness

i don't have to take ta-50 this quarter! yay! somehow i had gotten the notion that we needed to take it like 5 times to graduate, but you only need 3, so i can put it off til next quarter! yay! i don't have to overload myself! yay! i can do barnstorm! yay! theres music on this computer! yay! these headphones are comfy too. my nails are really long. hey pretty is a good song :) and i'm a very clever girl, i make boys laugh, even if sometimes i am overwhelming and overdramatic. thats me baby!

there was this kid on the bus. 3 maybe 4 years old. he was totally the embodiment of the kid in "who's afraid of virginia woolf?" golden hair, fleece, so wise, he was totally there! that kid, you could just see that it was going on in there, observing, taking it all in, and his face was so amazingly expressive, i wanted to just watch him. stupid people standing in the way. i want a kid like that. i think i could have a kid like that. i hope i was a kid like that. and his dad or the guy he was with was this total hippie dude. how great would that be, growing up with all this energy awareness and peace and tranquility, meditating... he was probably three or four but he had the awareness of a 9 year old. it was fabulous