Heals The Original Dryness

Heals The Original Dryness

i am no longer a faerie

it was not vanity that drew her to the mirror;
it was the amazement at seeing her own "I."
-the unbearable lightness of being

7.30.2004

on subjects of old:

you know i can't tell if i'm completely not over him or if i'm simply reacting out of habit. i hate how posessive and jealous i get with him. mostly cause i have absolutly no right or reason to. i guess its just one of those things. why the hell is she so special? why can't I make him happy? why did i FUCKING SCREW UP my chance once i got it? its just a fucking unresolved situation and thats really why i should let it go because he is just someone who hates directly communicating and directly resolving things, he just runs away and it drives me bonkers and its one of the main reasons why we'll never work and i just need to remember that. and yes, if history repeats itself i'll get another chance in three years. or i'll be completely over him and not give a fuck what he does in three years and all will be well.

i feel very cold and alone right now, its really fucking depressing

Quoth the Raven # 12:26 AM

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