Heals The Original Dryness

slow computers suck. oh man.

it esp sucks because i've been having feelings that i should blog more. just like get the unnessacary information out there so i don't have to tell it to random people, aka a job interviewer. they don't want to hear that i was meaning to go home and shower and get my parasol so i wouldn't get sunburnt walking over there esp since i spent some time in the sun this morning cause we didn't feel like going indoors just yet. and then we did and i slept til three. had a really cool dream tho. it was really vivid, and not uncomfortable because i was acting the entire time. i dreamed that josie was playing my older sister in wicked, and it was confusing for a bit and then i realized they cast her as that cause she was taller. and this part of my house that i added in a dream a while ago came back, and it was really cool, cause it was the same place that i had been hanging out in in a different dream. i like my subconcious... sometimes... anyway, just a few more weeks of school and then i can trade in this peice of crap or improve upon it (aka more ram, MORE RAM!) *sigh* in the meantime i have to face that fact that i can't funking type because it's doing that thing where i can't see what i'm typing until a little bit later... it's THAT SLOW... and it's reeeeaaaaally annoying during aim, cause i'm esp careless with typos there and then i just press return so i send off this fucking incomprehensable peice of shit that i then have to correct and explain which takes even MORE time. uch. i need a hair cut. i have a really annoying zit on the back of my neck that really hurts and lots of random bumps or moles on my back have been itching and stuff and i'm all afraid to scratch them or i'm like "what the fuck is that" and people are like "i think thats a mole" but then i'm thinking "i didn't THINK there was a mole there" and then I can't even tell cause it's just this red dot to me. fuck. fuck fuck fuck. i need to write my process paper. my computer seems to be calmer right now.