Heals The Original Dryness

Heals The Original Dryness

i am no longer a faerie

it was not vanity that drew her to the mirror;
it was the amazement at seeing her own "I."
-the unbearable lightness of being

3.05.2003

joe has been asking me a lot recently "whats wrong?" in that "i know something's wrong i'm just wanting to see if you'll tell me" sort of manner. an usually yes, i am feeling meloncholy, but i'll just answer "i don't know", because honestly i have no clear way of describing what is wrong in my head. benn suggested iron deficiency.

in acting class, we were doing a "centers" exercise. center/lead from the eyes. center, lead from the stomach, the genitals, the heart. the heart was interesting. i was walking around with an incredibly pained expression on my face. not pained hurt... well maybe... but it was more saddness. like i dont know what to do with myself.

i hate making definitive decisions. esp the unpredictable outcome kind. fucks with my head i tell you.
i really need sleep. i think the stress i'm not feeling but probably should be with school is coming out in other forms because i'm not acknowledging it. ugh.

Quoth the Raven # 2:43 AM

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