Heals The Original Dryness

i had insomnia last night. didn't get to sleep until around 6 am this morning. then woke up at 9:20-ish and went to a TA-60 section that i actually enjoyed. it was wuuuunderful. we were actually treated like intellectual adults rather than 3 year olds. and having two sections on the same day really isn't so bad when the second section is intro to acting. despite not fully knowing my monologue i apparently did a nice focused performance, but i should work on feeling the emotions before i say the lines rather than feeling as/after i say the line.

yesterday had the realization that i needed to line up my boys and say "you, no! you, no! you, love ya, no!"
i didn't actually do that today but having that attitude in my encounters with them did help.

went and saw resevior dogs at the del mar at midnight. good movie. weird weird stuff. oh man. i somehow had a social life this evening. i think i at least passed my intro to logic midterm, tho i have never been so anxiety ridden AFTER a midterm in my life.

anyway, i have friends, and they want to hug me, and don't want to let go, and i find it highly amusing and happy. and i give good back rubs. most other girls just give like foreplay backrubs. when i give a backrub, it is my daily exercise, tho i have started doing push-ups in the morning to wake myself up.

i should find out if i need to be at tech tomorrow morning if i haven't been to more than one rehersal for the thingie... sleep would be good tomorrow