Heals The Original Dryness

my lap is hot. stupid titainium
and i also feel very crowded on this screen. i dunno why. anyway, my right eye's long distance vision seems to be worse than normal and i'm not sure why. also it took me a while to remember which eye was my bad eye. i was freaked out for a minute that my good eye had gotten worse than my bad eye.

i am currently curles up in a blanket, cold air is making my feet cold (and now the top of my head, stupid system), my eye itches, my neck is in a terrible position, and "everybody hurts" is playing on the other computer... :( so melancholy

you know, i think i'm jsut gonna go to sleep. that might help. tho i've been having really disturbing dreams recently. i think i'm stressed. i shed a lot of hair and i'm having dreams where people are trying to kill me. *sigh* why are all my blogs depressing... i actually had i really nice day. benn, alfred, adie, and i all went over to snata cruz and benn got some of his stuff and then we went downtown and said we'd go to this store and then got distracted by that store and it was really fun and i love them and yeah. al really wants to come to come to santa cruz now. :-D. and benn got bionicle lego things and constructed them while the rest of us were looking at things he wasn;t interested in and it was really cute cause we were all looking at dolls and stuff and he's playing with legos. it was really cute. but actually later while he was playing with one i was playing with the other and it was really fun and we were just being silly and acting like three year olds and benn;s parents were pretending they didn;t know us :-P

dang it! damn camouflogue, dangling gorgeous reasonably priced clothing in front of me when i really have no money to buy things that i don't need but reeeaaaally really want!