Heals The Original Dryness

you know, dispite everything, i'm genuinely touched when someone says they miss me. gives me a feeling of making an impression on the world. and yes, i know, very self involved response but those are the first thoughts that come to mind... when i try to think if i miss someone back... well, reminds me who else i am missing... and life is rather happy so why should i make it less so by missing people that i can't feasably bring back in my life. i'm rambling. cutting to chase, cause i don't want to be all passive and cryptic: i had a bout of missing jonathan a couple nights ago, more bittersweet than mournful tho, and i miss john who's in riverside. but i'm not about to break up with my boyfriend or hop town for riverside so basically, nothing i can really do. so i acknowledge the feeling and move on (or not since i've just blogged about it and i've been having lossa ocd episodes recently, but thats another blog entirely)

moby.... rules....
if i'm ever a rock star i'm going to be exactly like him. details later. to bed i go.