Heals The Original Dryness

i was haven't intestinal craps so i went to use the bathroom and what do i have? my period.... oh shit.... how long have i been forgetting my medication... i go and get my pill thing out of my bag, trying to figure out what day is it while i root through the junk. ok it's friday. i open the container... wednesday... initial lack of sleep reaction: oh shit, three days... but no, i take the friday one tonight. two days. thats still jesus shit. ah fuck! fuck fuck fuck! i hate being sick. i HATE it. we're so fucking out of it! and i was doing well earlier this week about it! what the hell happened? i can't even remember wednesday night. all my nights recently are just flown together cause it was: feeling better, brush teeth, go to lie down, nose goes clogged in one half and dry in the other, takes huge effort to breath without coughing, last night benn was feeling absolutely shitty and i couldn't do anything, half the time i was worried he was mad at me for being out late, AND I MISSES TWO PILLS! RRRAAAAWWWRRR!!!!!!!! *seethes* i'm so pissed with myself... *goes and takes a shower*