Heals The Original Dryness

Heals The Original Dryness

i am no longer a faerie





it was not vanity that drew her to the mirror;
it was the amazement at seeing her own "I."
-the unbearable lightness of being

5.28.2002

 
you know what, i think the origin of love has it wrong. it says when we roamed the earth as big swollen kegs we neverknew nothing of love. i think we did. i think we fell in love many times. so now we not only have our other halfs that we are looking for, but we will also encounter other people we fell in love with along the way. maybe even people we were in love with for quite a long time. i don't think there is one person for every person. i think we definitly have a person with whom we WORK. with whom we create a entirly new being, with whom we can watch all around us wile we talk or while we read. but our other half is not our only love. love is an emotion, a verb, not a noun. well, maybe more it's not restricted to being a THING, but more it is a capability we all have to feel powerful emotions at a connection we make with another person. sometimes it is fleeting sometimes it is forever and ever and just continues to grow the more we see the other person, but they are both valid. one does not negate the other, they simply exist. everyday i'm with benn i realize more and more how wonderful he is and how lucky i am to be in such a wonderful relationship that works so well and fells so right. but that doesn't invalidate how right it felt with jonathan or with john. they may not be my "other half" but i was probably in love with them in the time before we became lonely two legged creatures.i don't know if any of this makes any sense, i'm just trying to figure out what it all means, and this feels like a good theory/explination.
Quoth the Raven  # 2:12 PM
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