Heals The Original Dryness

so, i have this tendency to "live" somewhere, but spend most of my time somewhere else. i "live" in san jose but all my friends are in palo alto. i "live" at cowell but i spend all my time at porter. next year i'll probably live in this house and spend half my time with my on campus friends. i've started refering to myself as a nomad... and i think it's because of my jewish nature! we're all over the place! we wandered in the desert for forty years! dude!
CornTOWM*: heh. dude... you know it was just because moses wouldn't stop and ask for directions.
CornTOWM: (old joke, i know)
but yeah, we may have a "home land" but do we live there? no. we have synagogues but do all of us attend them? only occasionally (true for most religions, but still). i seriously have a theory going here! maybe i'll be able to incorperate it into one of my psych and religion papers next year :)

*thats right, jonathan and i are talking again. he's back online, apparently having a period of time there where he just wasn't able to be online or anything like that due to busy-ness

alright. papers. neeeeed to do them. i got a note from my psychiatrist that says i'm being treated for a depressive disorder, and this may result in me not being able to do things on time. i know it's accurate, but it feels so weird to have it in writting. i feel like there should be more of a "due to recent circumstances" feel to it because i think my depressivness is more due to recent circumstances and my OCD/hair pulling stuff is what i'm being treated for. i GUESS it makes sense that OCD is a sort of depressive disorder. i mean, if you're living with constant fears and the need to protect yourself with ritual, you can't be the happiest of people in the world. *shrug* *sigh*