Heals The Original Dryness

you know, i'm realizing more and more how i subconciously use bryy as a scapegoat for my anger and frustration with the world. you just seem to trigger just the right things sometimes. so basicly, don't take it personally, just stay the hell out of the way. its the analogy my dad always used when i'd complain about someone who was attacking me, he's quote the line in catch-22 "they're not trying to kill you, they're trying to kill everyone!" and just with my frustration with the world and with my life sometimes, i too become that loaded gun that you really don't want to trigger, but i don't even realize it.
::insert song "now you know" from merrily we roll along here, i'll probably post it later::

ah psych class... your key to psycho analysing EVERYTHING... oh! which reminds me *goes and gets the piece of im conversation where she was talking about it* i'm sorry people for subjecting you to reading old im's but i'm just too lazy to rewrite them in blog form. so yeah.

NeeliaBuzz: i don't know if its because i'm in a psych class or if its just cause i've been playing these games too much put i'm really noticing the differing skills each requires
DaMadFiddler: ?
NeeliaBuzz: just like, pinball requires more reflex and motor skils, and minesweeper and solitare are combination problom solving with random variables but minesweeper requires more deductive skills and solitare requires more organizational skills... kinda
DaMadFiddler: yeah...
DaMadFiddler: and what of it?
NeeliaBuzz: i dunno, i'm just noticing these things. i really don;t have the reflex motor skills for pinball, and it frustrates the hell out of me, but i'm pretty darn good at solitare
NeeliaBuzz: haven't played minesweeper enough
NeeliaBuzz: apparently when you do you get used to the patterns of numbers around mines that it gets pretty easy