Heals The Original Dryness

tell me love isn't true, its just something that we do...

so my violent nature hasn't really died down. i noticed i was really storing it in my jaw this morning. i've been totally clenching it so much recently, its horrible. so anyway, in acting class we presented out sonnets, and tho i had worked with german (pronounced "heir-mahn") on mine the day before and did really well, but i hadn't actually practiced with the sheet (we were supposed to encorperate a sheet somehow into our presentation) and the length of the one i brought with me kinda threw me off, and just nervousness and stuff like that, i don't think i did as well as i could have. then afterwards watching a bunch of other really cool people doing they're stuff, i got other ideas of how i could have done it, to really encorperate an activity and the sheet into it. the teacher seriously didn't tell us what she wanted with the sheet part of it, and she REALLY didn't tell us that we had to do an activity with it, i don't think german did either, so i got a better idea of how to do the whole thing and stuff like that while watching these other AMAZING actors and it just made me completely melt and dave was laughing at me but he was grining like an idiot at the same stuff i was. it was all the couples that were doing those subtle lover things, like lying facing each other with a sheet over them and supporting their head with their arm or they're elbow, or the simple actions that occur during a wedding cerimony, slipping the ring on the finger, the gaze, the unintentional grin, OH! and the best one was these two people doing they're sonnet together as like, forbiden lovers meeting in the rain, and it was just SO damn cute, and they were SO good at it and it was wonderful. for the last 5 lines or so of the sonnet, they were perpetually an inch away from kissing. i drove us NUTS! but it was SO EXCITING! they were so good :D *bounce bounce bounce* so all this excitment just got me worked up even more and i felt like i really needed a punching bag or something to just GET IT ALL OUT. cause tho playing pinball on the computer late at night is fine and dandy, its not quite there as a stress reliever. anyway, i ended up beating up dave with my sheet, much to his dismay... while saying my sonnet... it was great. he is totally what my older brother would be like if i had an older brother :D