Heals The Original Dryness

JLarson1616: so i went over to aileens to talk about improv, filming, and her love life

bitch mode starting in 3... 2... 1...
bryy, why did you feel that you had to come over and retell me everything i know about my own love life? i KNOW i don't know what i want, i KNOW that dumping benn would be bad, i KNOW that i'm a fucking insane capricious bitch, WHY DO YOU THINK I'M DEPRESSED WITH MYSELF??? and WHY would you assume from what you read on this DINKY LITTLE PAGE that you know EVERYTHING thats going on? that you can come over and CRITICIZE me for my choice of words and tell me what i shouldn't have said on this page? MY page, MY space, MY life. this is MY place to put down my thoughts and document my day, and i leave it open for whoever wants to come by and take a look at whats happening because i don't care (and because i'm a huge exebitionist middle child craving attention, but thats a whole nother rant). and no i don't censor myself, but that doesn't mean i write everything that could be written. i can't even figure out half of whats going on in my head, let alone find words for it. i'm simply stating "i don't know what i want" not asking "what do i want?" i'm thinking out loud, trying to work through this whole thing. all i need is an ear and a nod. therapy, not opinions. bitch mode... complete...

sorry for yelling, i'm just really stressed out. and i'm really not yelling at you, i'm just blowing off steam, and kinda sorta using you as an excuse. i really don't need your input about my love life, but it is nice to know that you care and are concerned. i appriciate that.