Heals The Original Dryness

GOD FUCKING DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
there have been two times in my life that i have felt my stomach drop like that. just now when i lost hours of emotional blogging that i would pause and come back to because it was taking me a while to find the words to describe things, and the time that i snuck into jonathan's house, and it turned out his dad was home... oh geez..................................................... *vomits. wipes mouth.* ok what was i writing about

i haven;t done as much documentation blogging as i used to, partly because i get to spend continual time with benn so by the time it's over and i get to a computer there is much to write about.

had a random thought, then forgot it, then remembered it again. the carpet in aladin is actually really a central character. much stuff revolves around him and he's really smart and stuff and really doesn't get the credit he deserves. i bet i could do some simple re-editing thing and add just like one or two little scenes and we could totally show aladin from the carpet's perspective. it might actually turn out well too

anyway, then i tryed to be clever with how to organize my blog about this weekend, listing lessons learned. sex is the ultimate stress releif. don't beleive me? build up lots and lots of tension until you're on the brink of tears and then have someone rub your clit and watch the sobs breakthrough for issues you didn't fully realize were effecting you so deeply