Heals The Original Dryness

earlier i felt like i was going to die. i don't think i will anymore. i really don't want to die right now, i'm just getting started. i would be so depressed if i died right now. hm.. i would go into like how i would rebel in the after life and totally walk amongst the living and freak people out and feel really bad that i was an entity that frightened people. but i don't really believe in life after death. i feel its the same as life before birth.

so despite going around with abdominal pain for most of the day and developing dizziness and a headache after improv, i'd say i've had a good day. wednesday is my day to go hang out with porter people for dinner and shtuff. this time i actually went and watched fight club with a few of them, less than we thought seeing how a lot of people seemed interested, but it was fun. ian really reminds me of neil, it's so weird. and new things keep coming up that i'm like "that is so neil" and it's really weird. he say "bah" and he kinda carries himself similarly, and they just have that happy positive energy glow... and they're cute... and they engage in online combat, and are sarcastic and give me a hard time over my exagerations (or at least ian does, i think neil makes too many himself to give me a hard time), and they're so much fun! eee! it makes me so happy to have a person like that around here! anyway, so that made my day, and it was happy. wednesdays are fun like that :)