Heals The Original Dryness

four rambling paragraphs and i didn't even document the scene i wasn't sure if i'd documented. sitting in core class argueing whether dionysian or apollonian was good or bad. me, absolutly not relating to the analogy of drugs, sitting there facinated my the dicotamy and the hypocracy of sitting there trying to label one as good or bad. i was sitting there and i could FEEL the gears physically turning in my head as i tryed to sort this all out. and i'd randomly say bits of the parts that were clear to see if the ideas bounced off anyone. this was the class that max said the "sex is the greatest drug that i've ever expierienced" -this wasn't the format i was going to ducument this memory in- and i was trying to sort out the left and right possitions on sex because they didn't seem to be on the same angle. it's as if the apolonian desires control of sex, and dionysian desires sex with recless abandon, and yet with my right and left theory it felt like the right denied the existance of sex and there for any knowlege and practice of it was as shameful as the tasting of the forbidden fruit (well, DUH, right tend to based they're views on religious beliefs) where as the left feels that the fruit should not be forbidden and is not shameful and is something that exists and people should be open about it. you see how they have similar focal points but are different angles. i need a visual demonstration of one horizontal line, and one line tilted at 30 degrees and intersecting in the middle with the horizontal line. i don't know where i'm going with this either. new terms: they are like similar colored yin-yang symbols but slightly different shades. that works so much better. uch, western culture sucks with dualities. *sigh* it's seriously the core of so many problems. but that is another topic. and i must sleep.