Heals The Original Dryness

Heals The Original Dryness

i am no longer a faerie

it was not vanity that drew her to the mirror;
it was the amazement at seeing her own "I."
-the unbearable lightness of being

10.31.2001

i'm so out of practice... with everything...

why do you choose that pain
if you only knew, how much i
love you, love you

well i won't be your winter
and i won't be anyone's excuse to cry
and we can be forgiven
and i will be here...

the determination begins... or does it... *collapses* i don't know...
half of me wants to say "fuck off. this is my life. who are you to control and manipulate it." because... thats what i've gotten used to saying... but theres the other part of me... the part that has put it's arms around him, and it's head on it's shoulder, and just enjoyed the soft, gentle, accepting touch, and is turning to the other side and is saying "if you weren't so selfish, do you see what you could have?"... in the mean time, i am getting absolutly no work done and it is all boding very well for my general health. *sigh* ...if i hurt you than i hate myself. don't want to hate myself. don't want to hurt you...

Quoth the Raven # 3:57 PM

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