Heals The Original Dryness

ho-ly shit! ok, i got this email. this guy, i went out with for like a week or something in tenth grade, he was a senior, and then he kinda disappears. doesn't call or write etc. it was really weird. i suspected i came on to strong or something like that. i was a little inexperienced tenth grader. and you know, this was around the same time i was starting to get to know john (massachusettes) so it wasn't like i went into a deep lonely depression, it was just odd, but i figured it was something i did. until this...

Hi,
wow, I finally tracked down an e-mail address and I can barely think of
what to say. Well, let me first remind you of who I am, if you don't
remember already. I'm that short guy who about 3 or 4 years ago used to hang
around Castilleja with Chelsea and help out in the theatre.
yeah, that's me, Benn...
I want to apologize to you. I disappeared suddenly and without warning-
or at least that's how I remember it. I disappeared 'cause I got scared. I
got scared 'cause I was falling in love with this girl by the nickname of
Buzz... and I wasn't ready for it. But for some reason, although there was
never any reason to look back on that time, I kept doing so.
Please accept my apology to you. I wish I had talked to you and told you
why I was disappearing, maybe then I wouldn't have disappeared at all.

Humbly yours!
Benjamin Meyers

*melts*