Heals The Original Dryness

*grin* it makes me happy when i have ideas for stuff, and i get a good reaction. i didn't understand why it was such a shock and a rare thing for me, and then i realized, "wait a sec, in high school no-one ever liked my ideas. and very often i still don't get any sort of reaction when i put out and idea, unless we're all really hyper people and doing it anyway, but yeah, this is a rare thing that some one says 'thats a good idea' to a little half baked thing in my head. positive reinforcement, how i've missed thee."

a couple days ago, john (new hampshire) asked me for some advice. and i gave him a suggestion of bringing up a topic and slipping in his example, having an aside where he explains the truth, and then going on unless theres a major reaction. and he said, "thats a good idea. thanks"... SO FEW TIMES HAS THIS HAPPENED! wow

tonight, neil and i were talking about the dark forces opperation, and i was thinking, "hey, we really need someplace we're coming from and someplace to go" and it struck me that we'd all be the types of people that were completely alienated in our youth, but had this hidden genious, and then when we met each other (often by accident in a great-minds-think-alike sort of way) we could instantly tell we came from common backgrounds, and became allies. so we as a group of mercenaries (his term. works rather well) were staking out our own territory to isolate ourselves from society, and expeirment and develope technology for ourselves. neil loved it. apparently myself and his friend brooke in texas need to get together with him and brainstorm. and then all characters could get together in a chatroom and we'd do lots of stuff, to give neil stuff to work with. it's REALLY exciting. probably makes NO sense to anyone other than us, but thats kinda the point. we're living vicariously through our alter egos *grin* and i have two. what does this say about me? ;)