Heals The Original Dryness

hello people! after a two and a half day absence from the internet/online world, i have returned. so *streches out, does a few jumps* where do i begin... oh yes...

I LOVE COLLEGE! and i LOVE COWELL (where i live on campus) and i LOVE the people i live around and i LOVE the setting and the VIEW and the SMELL and there are DEAR!!!! BABY DEAR!!! IT'S SO WONDERFUL!!!! *does a very happy dance* i'll articulate more when i have the time. (ah, articulate. when i used the verb "socializing" i got a "wait a sec, did you just say 'socializing'? i've never heard it used like that!" i was just "shut up! i'm an intellectual!")

i have to be up tomorrow morn to go read torah at synogoge. the high holidays these lst few years have been very spiritual. i can't get over that little girl feeling of actually feeling there was a god that we all prayed to and who listened. so yeah, tonight since i had my nagging rationale behind me i used services as a sort of meditation time. just to completely clear my mind of thoughts and caputure the spiritual cleansing feeling of the jewish new year, and at the same time the new school year, not just school but COLLEGE.

i miss people. i was hugging people at synogoge, cause i was feeling all nostalgic and realizing once again how much love there is around me, and it makes me happy. *shakes head* wow, two days at santa cruz and i'm already a hippie. eh, i had it coming. i just needed the santa cruz setting to really push me over the brink. and i don't even need drugs!! ooooooo!!! aileen feels extra happy and special!

i really do love everyone these days. i love you all so much. *gives a big group hug*

*sigh* anyway, life is wonderful. :)