Heals The Original Dryness

HAAAAAAAAAAPPY-NESS!!!! ok, concert/ show thing. really cool!!!!! ok, first off, cute dress. short, purple, kinda clubby, so i borrow paz's white fishnet tights, and my mom's boots. i kinda felt a bit of jaw dropping from the PLANTS around me :D. anyway, so the first group was... interesting... not too good music, and they had these people dressed up in wacky costumes and stuff, neil and i went and played pool. i felt like SUCH the temptress, all i need was a drink and black and white film! the second band, olympic year, was SO wonderful!!!!! amazing music!!! anyway, kinda by progression i got neils arms around my waist and we'd dance together (haaaaaappy). during the third band i went outside and observed the group dynamics which were facsinating because this guy tomas, who's the producer of the new stunt monkey CD, SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE *heart palpitations* so i got to flirt with him for a while because i was "finally someone his age!" he's almost 19 and goes to san jose state, and he's really cute, and apparently he used to sing opera with SF opera occasionally and he's just really smart and cute and... yeah... *sigh* anyway, so stunt monkey was REALLY cool. happy music. cute producer. i actually wrote that in they're mailing request list thing in the "comment" box. after the show paz and i were talking with him and i was QUITE hyper and happy and everything and BLUNT, we're talking to tomas and he was starting to move away and i said "wait! come back! you're so cute!" paz cracks up, he turns and stares slightly, i turn to paz and say "i'm so NOT SUBTLE right now" it was shameless, i loved it. later i really thought that it was something in the dress. and all this i was explicating with WILD gestures. tomas commented, "if i hand-cuffed you, would you be able to talk?" so yes, it was a wonderful energy filled night, in the car on the way back i was explaining my whole effects and stuff about energy and music and absorbing it and everything, it was wonderful, and all this car converstation leaned over the arm rest towards neil. there was many a time that i wanted to just give him a kiss cause i was just feeling so happy. so when we got to his house i walked him to near his door, i just kinda looked at him and said, "do i get to kiss you now?" he gets this fairly suprised look on his face, blinks a bit. "you know it's not ESSENTIAL, but i've just kinda wanted to be able to give you a kiss" "oh... ok" so we kinda kiss in a horribly ackward manner (he commented, "well that was highly unsuccessful") but it was just SO cute, i was quite pleased with myself for the entire night. it was just WONDERFULLY exciting and happy. i had a good time :)