Heals The Original Dryness

bad morning, you can read about it on jonathan's site. i don't like dewlling on it, i have sensory memory and this was probably the closest i've ever gotten to traumatized. i get sick feeling. anyway i shall write about the better half of my day. i wandered feeblly to daves and cried and called my mom and tryed to figure out what to do, which my mom was quite good and rational about. i fuckred up and i need to apologicze not justify, it
's not gonna be righted because i had good intentions. *sigh* talked with dave and got in a better mood. we were both feeling rather silly, it was great, and then we went to luch. teriyaki chicken is yuuuuummy. we then went to the bead shop cause it was across the street and he wanted to get more matterial of his necklace thing, and i wanted to figure out what gauge whire my chain mail belt was, but they didn't have the same metal, and what they had was real silver and expensive stuff... so we went to the hardware store and i got 50 feet of alluminum wire for about 3 bucks. i've been making my own rings and stuff from that. this is how aileen distracts her mind: listens to tispy and makes chain maille from scratch. yeah. came online when my eyes got too tired, i'm starting the muscle therapy stuff tomorrow, we'll see how that works. neil is back from camp. i need to see him before he disappears once again.