Heals The Original Dryness

fso much bloggin'. so little time. and too many random keys you can push to make 20 minutes of work go away. *SIGH*

ok. i'm graduating soon. "school's not over until i get to sleep in". 8:30 am rehersals kinda kill it. plus no one belives i'm a senior. i don't look it at all. then i hang out with underclassmen, so it's not like my entire existance has been revolving around graduating.

um... *trys to remember what came next* i'm tired? OH, all living relatives are in town to see the graduations. it was the first sort of factor that got it in my brain that i might be graduating, and its a big deal. usually that happens for people when the tent goes up. i guess i'm special.

saw bobby's band at lunch. :P to paz. he was severly hitting on Kris, it was pathetic.

randomness of 2:00 am: i gratuate in 12 hours. is that ham? and other brunching shuttlecock stuff.

uch, anyway, tap dance. stuff... quotation. turning moment... yeah...

i'm tired. must sleep. gad damn it i had such good stuff written already, why'd it have to go delete itself. anyway, in breif, i counted so the tap dance ended at the right time, go me. i don't hear the applause "wash over me." i remember distinctly the bow and what i saw, but not the volume of the applause, if any.

then there were the quotations. i was still debating mine until about 5 minutes before i had to go up. i had originally thought of doing "pray for the dead and fight like hell for the living" then it was going to be newton's law of motion as a symbol of people, and i was debating between the two. then in my seat i realized, hey i should do a sondheim quote (definitly eleanor liu's mental vibes coming through) so i tried desperatly to think of the words in the "anything you do let it come from you, then it will be.." new? you? true? i couldn't remeber. i was about to do the first verse of "the hills of tomorrow", but saying the last line with it, which i realized purists would not be happy about. so i thought "don't ya know, we're the movers and we're the shapers, we're the names in tomorrows papers, up to us now to show 'em" would be good, but it didn't have the little 'click' to tell me "yeah, thats the one" (side note: gad damn my wrist hurts) and the second verse of "hills of tomorrow" really did, out of all of them. so i did that one. and the act of doing my baccullareate (sp? who cares...) quotation was really what made me realize, "hey, i'm graduating" and i was getting slightly choked up. twas neato. ok. more later. but now sleep.