Heals The Original Dryness

i attract the most interesting guys. i think J. (cute paly/foothill dancer guy who we hung out with on friday, for anyone unfamiliar...) may have been my brush with semi normal, but who knows yet. andrew called my house this afternoon and wanted some way to contact me so josie gave him my cell phone number and he ended up talking at her for like 5 more minutes, which really weirded out josie. so i'm trying to teach her to ditch subtlty and just say, "hey, i have to go. i'll give her the message. bye" rather than timidly saying "ok, bye..." uch!! i feel a bitch out session coming up. "andrew! you're an fucking idiot! leave my sister alone!" and "liz! you're an idiot! why do you go after these guys!" *sigh* at least at UC santa cruz the place will be large enough that i can meet new people everyday, yet find familiar faces if i want to. well that was contradictory. "i don't know what!!!"

jonathan, i'm so lucky i have you. i don't have to feel i have to go out with boys i talk to but don't really like, cause i have you. and you make everything wonderful and happy, and you make me happy... who could ask for anything more...